Toxic

Some people can be so toxic to your health. They don’t want to love you properly, but they don’t want to let you go either. The more you give the less they appreciate, and the minute you’ve had enough and decide to walk away is when they are ready to love you and treat you right. So you give them a chance in the hopes they’ve changed only to realise it was all fake. You find the strength to walk away once more and here they comes again proclaiming their love for you and you give in, AGAIN. A person showing anger and persistence to get you back once you try to break it of isn’t proof of love; its a knee jerk reaction. A person kissing you or making flaccid attempts to be nicer for two weeks isn’t proof that he or she is trying, its proof that they knows you well enough to know how to defuse you long enough to hook you once again. Take away a toy, a little boy cries. Take away a relationship of convenience, that person cries. Just because they cries doesn’t mean you give them what they wants. Stop listening to what they keeps promising and start watching what their actions actually keep telling you. A lot of you don’t know what its like to be loved by a real person. You know lust, you know joy, you know passion and you know the fear of abandonment. Stop chasing your idea of what love should be and recognise what love IS. Love isn’t promising to act right after they gets caught fucking up time and time again. Love is them acting right from the start because they doesn’t want to fuck up. Love isn’t telling your grown partner they needs to change so they can keep you; love is a grown person changing on their own because they cant imagine life without you.

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Problems

Material world is a complex place where we are subjected to complicated problems. We need to work on ourselves to purify, crystallize and focus our intentions through our spiritual practices. Amidst all these conflicting situations, we should somehow learn to negotiate and naviagat and ensure that we keep our mind focused on our life’s goal. Srimad Bhagavatam explains the deep intentions of Maharani Kunti in her prayers

tvayi me ’nanya-viṣayā
matir madhu-pate ’sakṛt
ratim udvahatād addhā
gaṅgevaugham udanvati

“O Lord of Madhu, as the Ganges forever flows to the sea without hindrance, let my attraction be constantly drawn unto You without being diverted to anyone else.”

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Depression

Depression leads u to be more realistic about the way this world is.. however it is mostly seen in a pessimistic way. People who struggle with depression usually are more “awake” or are less ignorant to many things in life. If anything, us with depression have a healthier mind. Just hard to manage it in this world. Their minds are not covered by the layers of materialistic issues so they have great clarity of perception and they see life as it is. And reality is always sad because it is not covered by frills.

Even when it is more accurate, you should then find a way to construct something positive for yourself and for your close environment. If you like your negative thinking, keep it. If you don’t like it, focus on changing it.

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Universe

You as a life force being on Earth becomes AWAKEN by the knowledge that there are other timelines, dimensions and multiple universes.
When you stop and not use your brain to think, that is when you start to hear the answer in your head, you are shown cookies in visions (dreams) that may not make sense, but you write them in a journal and reflect later. Each person on earth comes into your life as stepping stones to teach you lessons. I have learned many of them so they don’t repeat.
Take what resonates from my perspective and leave the rest.

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Alone

Dreams do die…..

Efforts do get failed……

Heart do get hurted……

Mind do get frustrated……

Life do get troubled…..

Everything do seems so unfair…..

People do get depressed…….

Justice do get delayed……

Struggle do get unrecognised…….

Wrong ones do get won……

Right ones do get defeated……

Loyal ones do get cheated…….

The thing which is similar in all these situations is that you have to deal with this all alone… Nobody is going to help you.. Neither they gonna support you…. You have to battle this all alone…. This is the truth of life…. Defeat.. Cheating… Distrust… Disrespect… All need to be tolerated. Isn’t it sad that at bad times when we need them most, our own trusted loved ones left us and in our good times they claims to stay forever. How beautifully they lies and how skillfully they gain your trust, and then later on just left you all alone.

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World

To all those who can relate to what I’m trying to say………………… I believe somewhere there exists a world, where you are free from all the worries, lies, disrespect, brokenhearted, distrust, betrayal etc etc. Where you feel inner peace, immense love, appreciation and your heart dances with joy. Where trust is not an issue when someone’s there besides you, expressing your feelings are worthwhile, your inner self leads you path for long journey, you feel confident, your every moment is full of so much life, people around encourage you to do more good things. Your thoughts, desires, dreams, hidden feelings comes out freely with no fear of getting judged or loosing something. You don’t have to bottled up a lot inside your head or to choose being quiet most of the time because there’s no one to understand your mindset and thought process. You don’t have to take care of the continuous pain which your heart is suffering from due to the wounds given by your most trusted loved ones. You move out of your space freely with courage and freshness because other ones are not judging you for what you want to do. Your feelings are appreciated and felt by others too. Your inner personality is happy with what’s happening outside. Things like lies, distrust, insecurity, fear, cheating, inequality have no place. You feel connected, blessed and happy. Where right things and right doings are justified over wrong ones…………. Even if you feel that this world where we all are living is not same like this imagined world, please don’t loose the spark inside you. If possible try to make things around you bit similar like above mentioned, and if its not possible to change what’s happening around, try to focus on your inner world. Try to stay unaffected by things which is disturbing your inner peace, which is hurting your heart and violating your mindset. Don’t involve too much when you feel something is not matching as per your frequency. Your life is worth more than the unnecessary drama projecting by some disturbing elements present outside there. It’s tough and painful. Sometimes it gonna left you all alone helpless, but never ever loose your spirit. More power to all of you who can relate what i tried to explain………For those who didn’t got my words, I just want to say that just like this outside world having enormous activities and processes, there’s an inner world too with lots of things going around. Some are messed up with outside world, while some with inner world. My message is for those who are messed up with their inner world and lost themselves inbetween. Don’t give up fellas, you are unique and you are worth more than things which bothers you. Stay real and confident always.

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Judgement

A young couple moved into a new neighborhood.

The next morning while they were eating breakfast, the young woman saw her neighbor hanging the washing outside.

“That laundry is not very clean; she doesn’t know how to wash correctly. Perhaps she needs better laundry soap.”

Her husband looked on, remaining silent.

Every time her neighbor hung her washing out to dry, the young woman made the same comments.

A month later, the woman was surprised to see a nice clean wash on the line and said to her husband, “Look, she’s finally learned how to wash correctly. I wonder who taught her this?”

The husband replied, “I got up early this morning and cleaned our windows.”

And so it is with life… What we see when watching others depends on the clarity of the window through which we look.

So don’t be too quick to judge others, especially if your perspective of life is clouded by anger, jealousy, negativity or unfulfilled desires.

“Judging a person does not define who they are. It defines who you are.”

— Jonathan Kestenbaum

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Feelings

If you feel something for someone and you confess it to that person… and if that person rejects you or made fun of you or doesn’t understand your feelings… Remember that your feelings are valid and real. Do not let anybody denounce them just because they do not feel the same way. These feelings do not make you weak, or clingy, or overly emotional. They make you strong, brave, and beautiful. You are not merely made of stardust; you are the comet streaking through the sky on the way to do good and bright things.You are that beautiful human with pure soul who feels and not everyone have this supernatural power.

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Discover

If u love something and you tried hard enough to get that but still somehow destiny doesn’t gives you that, why do u want to deprive yourself in memory of that…..

Divert and distract yourself constructively..

Discover your new hidden talents,develop a new hobby or go back to something you used to enjoy doing….

Make yourself socially useful..reach out to people,become more humane and caring, visualize yourself in a needy persons shoes and do the needful…

Meditate, pray, develop the attitude of gratitude..don’t be a Martyr with a broken heart..you are better off than millions..

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Missing

Missing someone who is dead and can’t come back is very heartbreaking

But missing someone who is alive and can never be yours is a whole different feeling 💔

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